Labels: Awesomer Blog Sites, Awkward Truths
But the old me's dead and gone, dead and gone.
Monday, April 13, 2009, 1:28 AM
I'm not holding onto You but You're holding onto me
Thursday, April 9, 2009, 7:58 PM
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If I could go back in time, I would change a few things. The way I treated you, the way I handled certain situations, the way I said things..
I know I can't change the past. I can't erase what has already happened. I just wished I knew how to fix things. To restore things back to the way they used to be.
Somehow I will work up the courage to apologise and to rekindle. I don't want to continue being the way I am right now. I've grown cold and exclusive, I've shut you out. You, whose great loyalty and companionship has been rejected and unappreciated.
This is not who I am.. it's not who I want to be.
I want to let you know that I'm still willing to listen. I'm still here for you. I genuinely miss you. I miss your presence, your bright smile, your funny albeit lame jokes.
When I summon up the courage to talk to you again, I hope that it'll work out. If it doesn't, I won't blame you. I've been a horrible excuse for a friend.
I know I can't change the past. I can't erase what has already happened. I just wished I knew how to fix things. To restore things back to the way they used to be.
Somehow I will work up the courage to apologise and to rekindle. I don't want to continue being the way I am right now. I've grown cold and exclusive, I've shut you out. You, whose great loyalty and companionship has been rejected and unappreciated.
This is not who I am.. it's not who I want to be.
I want to let you know that I'm still willing to listen. I'm still here for you. I genuinely miss you. I miss your presence, your bright smile, your funny albeit lame jokes.
When I summon up the courage to talk to you again, I hope that it'll work out. If it doesn't, I won't blame you. I've been a horrible excuse for a friend.
Labels: Awkward Truths, Feelings, Sorry
Honestly (!)
Monday, June 30, 2008, 6:17 PM
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Mood: 50/50
Music: Siouxsie and The Banshees - Hong Kong Garden
Today's entry will be short and sweet:
Wouldn't life be soooo much easier if everyone could just tell the truth? Then you wouldn't have to hide from people or live in fear of the 'truth' finally coming out. You wouldn't have to be in complicated webs of lies and deceit. You could save yourself a lot of stress and unnecessary self-torture if you do your part and just tell the truth from now on.
Kthnx.
P.S> Maybe it's about you. Joshing, it's not. Just I have a lot of bones to pick with several people because one side isn't telling the truth.
Music: Siouxsie and The Banshees - Hong Kong Garden
Today's entry will be short and sweet:
Wouldn't life be soooo much easier if everyone could just tell the truth? Then you wouldn't have to hide from people or live in fear of the 'truth' finally coming out. You wouldn't have to be in complicated webs of lies and deceit. You could save yourself a lot of stress and unnecessary self-torture if you do your part and just tell the truth from now on.
Kthnx.
P.S> Maybe it's about you. Joshing, it's not. Just I have a lot of bones to pick with several people because one side isn't telling the truth.
Labels: Awkward Truths, Lessons
