Labels: Awesomer Blog Sites, Awkward Truths
But the old me's dead and gone, dead and gone.
Monday, April 13, 2009, 1:28 AM
I'm not holding onto You but You're holding onto me
Thursday, April 9, 2009, 7:58 PM
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If I could go back in time, I would change a few things. The way I treated you, the way I handled certain situations, the way I said things..
I know I can't change the past. I can't erase what has already happened. I just wished I knew how to fix things. To restore things back to the way they used to be.
Somehow I will work up the courage to apologise and to rekindle. I don't want to continue being the way I am right now. I've grown cold and exclusive, I've shut you out. You, whose great loyalty and companionship has been rejected and unappreciated.
This is not who I am.. it's not who I want to be.
I want to let you know that I'm still willing to listen. I'm still here for you. I genuinely miss you. I miss your presence, your bright smile, your funny albeit lame jokes.
When I summon up the courage to talk to you again, I hope that it'll work out. If it doesn't, I won't blame you. I've been a horrible excuse for a friend.
I know I can't change the past. I can't erase what has already happened. I just wished I knew how to fix things. To restore things back to the way they used to be.
Somehow I will work up the courage to apologise and to rekindle. I don't want to continue being the way I am right now. I've grown cold and exclusive, I've shut you out. You, whose great loyalty and companionship has been rejected and unappreciated.
This is not who I am.. it's not who I want to be.
I want to let you know that I'm still willing to listen. I'm still here for you. I genuinely miss you. I miss your presence, your bright smile, your funny albeit lame jokes.
When I summon up the courage to talk to you again, I hope that it'll work out. If it doesn't, I won't blame you. I've been a horrible excuse for a friend.
Labels: Awkward Truths, Feelings, Sorry
